Portrait...

I have a portrait in my mind 
I look for the same portrait everywhere
I try to look for the same among my friends
I wonder if that portrait is my God
I wonder if it is only my belief and conviction
I know God is everywhere
I wonder why nobody has seen Him so far
I have heard people saying soul never dies
I know fear of death is the making of God
I have read in Gita to surrender unto Him
I know by His grace I can attain peace
I know I shall find that eternal abode
I have a portrait in my mind...